LYRICS
call of the void
THESE DARK CLOUDS I CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE,
FOLLOWING EVERY MOVE I MAKE,
THE SUN TRIES TO brightly SHINE,
BUT HIS FATE ISN'T MINE,
I FEEL THE CALL OF THE VOID,
GREETS ME WITH OPEN ARMS,
WHISPERING MY NAME,
MY RESTLESS SOUL IS CALM,
OBSESSED WITH MY OWN MISERY,
THESE SECRETS I HAVE KEPT,
HAUNTING MY EVERY STEP,
I SLOWLY START TO UNRAVEL,
THE EMOTION OVERCOMING,
I FEEL THE CALL OF THE VOID,
GREETS ME WITH OPEN ARMS,
WHISPERING MY NAME,
MY RESTLESS SOUL IS CALM,
OBSESSED WITH MY OWN MISERY,
MY INNER DEMONS ARE WINNING,
I HAVE SO MANY REGRETS,
NO ONE TRULY CAREd about me,
I'LL SLIP AWAY AND THEY'LL FORGET,
I FEEL THE CALL OF THE VOID,
GREETS ME WITH OPEN ARMS,
WHISPERING MY NAME,
MY RESTLESS SOUL IS CALM,
OBSESSED WITH MY OWN MISERY,
HOLDING ONTO THE MOMENT
remember the day we crossed paths,
YOU CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD,
SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT,
YOU WERE STANDING THERE,
Your silhouette cutting through the light,
YOU GAVE ME THE LIGHT I CRAVED,
THE SWEET FLEETING MOMENT,
I KNEW WHAT I WAS MISSING,
IT WAS YOUR LIPS I SHOULD BE KISSING,
HOLDING ONTO THE MOMENT,
I COULDN'T WAIT TO GET CLOSE TO YOU,
I SAID HELLO AND YOUR CHEEKS TURNED CRIMSON,
LIKE THAT I WAS STUCK IN YOUR PRISON,
A PLACE I WOULD NEVER LEAVE,
YOU GAVE ME THE LIGHT I CRAVED,
THE SWEET FLEETING MOMENT,
I KNEW WHAT I WAS MISSING,
IT WAS YOUR LIPS I SHOULD BE KISSING,
HOLDING ONTO THE MOMENT,
YEARS HAVE PASSED SINCE THAT FATEFUL NIGHT,
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I ADORE,
I will BE FOREVER YOURS,
WITHOUT YOU I'D HAVE NOTHING LEFT,
THE SWEET FLEETING MOMENT,
I KNEW WHAT I WAS MISSING,
IT WAS YOUR LIPS I SHOULD BE KISSING,
HOLDING ONTO THE MOMENT,
and LEFT A LASTING IMPRESSION,
YOU BECOME MY OBSESSION,
LASTING IMPRESSION,
YOU BECAME MY OBSESSION
WELCOME TO MY TRAGIC END PART 1
IT'S CRAWLING UP FROM THE INSIDE,
SOMETHING'S WRONG I CAN'T DENY,
I STUMBLE UPON GRAVE DESTRUCTION,
AND I AM FROZEN,
A HEAVY PRESENCE HANGS IN THE AIR,
MY HEART WHISPERS A PRAYER,
PANIC HAS GRIPPED MY SOUL,
I'M SCREAMING OUT,
I'M LOSING CONTROL,
MY EYES THEY BEFALL A GRUESOME SIGHT,
ONLY DARKNESS NO MORE LIGHT,
MY EYES THEY BEFALL A GRUESOME SIGHT,
ONLY DARKNESS NO MORE LIGHT,
WELCOME TO MY TRAGIC END,
WATCH ME AS I SLOWLY DESCEND,
I'LL WALK YOU THROUGH THE VERY DEPTHS OF HELL,
DEATH AND TORMENT ARE MY TALE,
HER BODY LEFT FOR ME TO FIND,
TAKE MY EYES LEAVE ME BLIND,
SO THIS WARM SKIN I CAN HOLD,
NOT THIS WHITE RED COLD,
HER FACE CONTRADICTS THIS BLOOD SOAKED SCENE,
PEACEFUL CALM AND SO SERENE,
BLOOD DRIPS FROM HER LIPS,
I BEG FOR ONE LAST KISS,
SO MUCH ANGUISH I CAN'T BARE,
BLAME IS CASTED BY HER STARE,
MY EYES THEY BEFALL A GRUESOME SIGHT,
ONLY DARKNESS NO MORE LIGHT,
MY EYES THEY BEFALL A GRUESOME SIGHT,
ONLY DARKNESS NO MORE LIGHT,
WELCOME TO MY TRAGIC END,
WATCH ME AS I SLOWLY DESCEND,
I'LL WALK YOU THROUGH THE VERY DEPTHS OF HELL,
DEATH AND TORMENT ARE MY TALE,
IN DARKNESS SHE WAS MY LIGHT,
IN WEAKNESS SHE WAS MY FIGHT,
IN JOY SHE WAS MY LAUGH,
IN WANDERING SHE WAS MY PATH.
IN LIFE SHE WAS MY BREATH,
SHE IS MY ULTIMATE DEATH,
I CAN FEEL MYSELF SLIPPING,
FALLING AND THERE'S NO STOPPING,
SOMETHING RAGES FROM INSIDE,
INSTEAD OF FIGHTING I ABIDE,
DESPERATION MEETS PAIN AND RAGE,
HE ESCAPES FROM THIS CAGE,
HE CAME HERE TO START THIS FIGHT,
HE WILL MAKE THIS RIGHT,
MAKE THIS RIGHT,
WELCOME TO MY TRAGIC END,
WATCH ME AS I SLOWLY DESCEND,
I'LL WALK YOU THROUGH THE VERY DEPTHS OF HELL,
DEATH AND TORMENT ARE MY TALE,
WELCOME TO MY TRAGIC END,
WATCH ME AS I SLOWLY DESCEND,
I'LL WALK YOU THROUGH THE VERY DEPTHS OF HELL,
DEATH AND TORMENT ARE MY TALE,
WELCOME TO MY TRAGIC END PART 2
I'VE COME HERE TO STOP THIS SHAME,
FOR THE PAIN THERE'S SOMEONE TO BLAME,
I WILL LAY THIS LUNATIC TO REST,
HIS VERY EXISTENCE I DETEST,
PLEASE GET OUT OF MY HEAD,
I THINK I'D RATHER BE DEAD,
I CAN FEEL THE BLINDING HATE,
FROM THIS THERE'S NO ESCAPE,
THE BLOOD AND SCREAMS OF THE DEPRAVED,
ARE THE ONLY THINGS I CRAVE,
I WAS BORN FROM PAIN AND WEAKNESS,
I WILL CARRY OUT THIS SENTENCE,
I CAN'T TAKE IT,
I WILL HELP YOU,
I DON'T NEED IT,
YES YOU DO,
EVERYTHING HAS BEEN TAKEN FROM ME,
AND YOU OFFER ME AN ANCHOR WHILE I'M DROWNING,
PLEASE LEAVE ME IN PEACE TO DECOMPOSE,
THIS DEPRESSING LIFE Is NOT WHAT I CHOSE,
SIX FEET UNDER HE WILL ROT,
FOR TEARING US APART,
FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION,
THIS DEED CAN'T BE FORGOTTEN,
MY WORLD IS CRASHING DOWN,
NO SOLACE TO BE FOUND,
THE STINGING OF MY EYES,
REMINDS ME OF HER DEMISE,
DON'T SUCCUMB TO A TRAGIC END,
AS THE BLOD FLOWS YOU WILL MEND,
DEATH ISN'T YOUR ONLY FATE,
LET AGONY TURN TO HATE,
I CAN'T TAKE IT,
I WILL HELP YOU,
I DON'T NEED IT,
YES YOU DO,
EVERYTHING HAS BEEN TAKEN FROM ME,
AND YOU OFFER ME AN ANCHOR WHILE I'M DROWNING,
PLEASE LEAVE ME IN PEACE TO DECOMPOSE,
THIS DEPRESSING LIFE Is NOT WHAT I CHOSE,
IT'S all BEEN TAKEN FROM ME,
AND YOU OFFER ME A ROPE TO SAVE ME,
A NEW CHAPTER OF THIS STORY IS ABOUT TO BEGIN,
I WILL KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO FEEL AGAIN,
HE'LL FEEL THE RAGE WITH THE TIP OF MY BLADE,
THE GRIMMEST OF OATHS HAS BEEN MADE,
WE WILL BE FREE WE WON'T HAVE TO PRETEND,
WHEN WE SHOW HIM HIS TRAGIC END,
WE WON'T HAVE TO PRETEND,
WHEN WE SHOW HIM HIS TRAGIC END,
DEAD FROM WITHIN
I MUST TRY AND FIND AWAY,
SHE IS GONE AND HE MUST PAY,
A LOOMING MONSTER MADE A DEADLY MISTAKE,
CRAWLING IN LEAVING DEPAIR IN HIS WAKE,
HE WON'T MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT,
I CAN'T WAIT TO FEEL THE KNIFE IN MY HAND,
I CAN'T WAIT TO FEEL THE BLADE PENETRATE HIS SKIN,
WATCHING THE LIFE DRAIN FROM HIS EYES,
JUST LIKE ME DEAD FROM WITHIN,
THIS DEVIANT WILL BEG FOR MERCY,
BUT HIS CRIES FALL ON DEAF EARS,
I CRAVE THE BLOOD THE SCREAMS AND THE TEARS,
for THIS HE IS WORTHY,
HERE I LAY HER BODY DOWN,
GRIEVING IS THE ONLY SOUND,
SHE'S NOT THE ONLY THING THAT WEIGHS ON MY MIND,
REVENGE IS CREEPING UP,
and SOON IT'LL BE MINE,
EVIL HIDES HIS FACE,
HIS FEAR I CAN TASTE,
THE FIRE BURNS FROM THE INSIDE,
I CAN FEEL THE CHANGING TIDE,
THEse MEMORIES I CAN'T ERASE,
I'LL NEVER GIVE UP THIS CHASE,
HE WON'T MAKE IT THOUGH THE NIGHT,
I CAN'T WAIT TO FEEL THE KNIFE IN MY HAND,
I CAN'T WAIT TO FEEL THE BLADE PENETRATE HIS SKIN,
WATCHING THE LIFE DRAIN FROM HIS EYES,
JUST LIKE ME DEAD FROM WITHIN,
I CAN'T WAIT TO FEEL THE KNIFE,
I CAN'T WAIT TO FEEL THE BLADE,
WATCHING THE LIFE DRAIN FROM HIS EYES,
JUST LIKE ME DEAD FROM WITHIN,
ghost of us
Now this story is done,
I have no where to belong,
These villains i was chasing,
My being was erasing,
I don't recognize the reflection i see,
These eyes they don't belong to me,
The monster in my mind,
Is worse than the one i left behind,
The birth of him was death of me,
All that remains is the ghost of us,
Obsession is my guiding force,
It set sail on this course,
i'm stuck in a light-less world,
This fate i have earned,
euphoria was temporary,
The hate is gone and I'm left empty,
The monster in my mind,
Is worse than the one i left behind,
My sinister masterpiece,
Was made with from the bodies of the deceased,
It was doomed from the start,
Did nothing to mend my broken heart,
The birth of him was the death of me,
All that remains is the ghost of us,
I'm left standing on the ashes,
Watched as it burnt to the ground,
Lit up in flames And i did nothing,
I didn't make a sound,
My light has departed,
She was all i ever wanted,
The start of this bloody promise,
I will live in darkness
whore! no more
Stuck in this familiar prison,
Being told it is our decision,
Being eaten by the grind,
Being told it will be fine,
We take what we are given,
This is not our vision,
In a sea of empty eyes,
Are some here that defy,
Won't let our lives rot away,
We are moving on,
We won't obey,
This is not our destiny
We have a fire in our hearts,
Nothing will stop the flame,
Passion runs through our veins,
Our spirits can't be tamed,
Nothing can stop us,
Made for so much more,
We won't be your whore,
There is no compromise,
We can see through the lies,
We will rise above,
We have had enough,
We will burn down the past,
Our future we will grasp,
We refuse to be buried alive,
It's our souls we will revive,
This is not our destiny,
We have a fire in our hearts,
Nothing will stop the flame,
Passion runs through our veins,
Our spirits ca't be tamed,
Nothing can stop us,
Made for so much more,
We won't be your whore,
Trying to fill this empty feeling,
But these behaviors keep repeating,
Time to break these chains,
We will take the reins,
We have a fire in our hearts,
Nothing will stop the flame,
Passion runs through our veins,
Our spirits can't be tamed,
Nothing can stop us,
Made for so much more,
We won't be your whore,
We have a fire in our hearts,
Nothing can stop the flame,
Made for so much more
We won't be your whore,
call of the void 2
What have we learned but suffering and pain?
What's the point of living when it only brings misery,
There's only one way to stop these hearts bleeding,
These empty eyes they see no meaning,
Give in to the warm embrace,
The darkness is our friend,
It will finally bring us peace,
The silence is the end,
I hear your heart in my ear and with no regrets,
We cross this bridge as one,
This life has nothing left for us,
Our last song has been sung,
A simple melody,
With this leap our lives began,
As we jump into the void,
We hope for a better tomorrow that will never come,
Sick of all this life's disappointment and fear,
It is clear that we don't belong here,
Don't know what lies ahead,
But it's better than where we have been,
As the darkness washes over,
There will be peace from within,
I hear your heart in my ear and with no regrets,
We cross this bridge as one,
This life has nothing left for us,
Our last song has been sung,
A simple melody,
With this leap our lives began,
As we jump into the void,
Tired of chasing happiness,
And always falling short,
Time to cut all our ties,
This is our final resort,
We are trapped in a world,
A world of blank faces,
Screams fall on deaf ears,
We are afraid of death,
It's the loneliness,
The loneliness we fear,
I hear your heart in my ear and with no regrets,
We cross this bridge as one,
This life has nothing left for us,
Our last song has been sung,
A simple melody,
With this leap our lives began,
As we jump into the void,
Tired of chasing happiness,
And always falling short,
Time to cut all our ties,
This is our final resort,
poison
This dark room holds so many dark memories,
The ones I wish I could will to fade,
They replay over and over in my head,
Sinking deeper into the bed I've made,
I can't take it,
Numb the pain,
It feels good running through my veins,
Destroying myself,
You are a plague,
The end of this road is heartache,
Finally break the chains and come up for air,
Always waiting there to pull me back in,
I take the poison again,
I can't resist,
Misery loves company,
And I don't wanna be all alone,
I feel the cold chain wrap around my neck,
Something familiar about the agony,
This scene is dangerously comforting,
This is a morbidly fun fantasy,
Suffocating,
Can't be saved,
Drowning with a smile on my face,
Finally break the chains and come up for air,
Always waiting there to pull me back in,
I take the poison again,
I can't resist,
Misery loves company,
And I don't wanna be all alone,
The desperate look in your eyes,
Pulls me down into the depths,
Shows my deepest demise,
Gives me a thrill to think of death,
Finally break the chains and come up for air,
Always waiting there to pull me back in,
I take the poison again,
I can't resist,
Misery loves company,
And I don't wanna be all alone,
Broken beyond repair ft. jt tollas
The lonely darkness creeps and no one sees,
The scars she hides up her sleeves,
Wanting to be someone else,
Forget all of this mess,
Sometimes broken can’t be fixed,
Waiting for death’s kiss,
The girl who hides behind the smile,
Smiling but bleeding all the while,
It’s okay she’s only drowning,
There’s nothing left to save,
So just walk away there’s nothing left to save,
The pain intensifies,
Compounded by the lies,
Broken beyond repair,
No more tears to mourn,
Waiting to be swallowed whole,
Sadness has taken its toll,
The warm touch of silence,
She won’t be missed.
The girl who hides behind the smile,
Smiling but bleeding all the while,
It’s okay she’s only drowning,
There’s nothing left to save,
So just walk away there’s nothing left to save,
Rain falls all around,
Screaming but there’s no sound,
Her soul is yours to claim,
She drowning in her shame,
Who she was meant to be,
Is not the person she sees,
Who she was meant to be,
And it’s too late,
The girl who hides behind the smile,
Smiling but bleeding all the while,
The girl who hides behind the smile,
Smiling but bleeding all the while,
It’s okay she’s only drowning,
There’s nothing left to save,
So just walk away there’s nothing left to save,
misery
In a twist of fate my world was ripped from me,
The bitter silence pulls me in,
It holds me hostage,
Longing to escape,
Laying here drowning in my regrets,
Agony lacing every breathe,
I didn’t get to say goodbye,
Or hold you close,
Or kiss you one last time,
The sun used to shine,
But clouds rushed in,
Rain washed away everything but misery,
Echoes of your laughter,
Haunt me in my dreams,
Seems like you are just out of reach,
The sun used to shine,
But clouds rushed in,
Rain washed away everything but misery,
I can’t bear to face the world without you by my side,
Why did this happen?
I was always yours,
And you were forever mine,
As you sink into the ground,
My heart is buried with you,
Please nail this coffin closed,
And block out the rain,
Please nail this coffin closed,
It’s pouring out wash away the pain,
Sadness creeps into every frame,
These demons will never be tamed,
A bitterness,
A bitterness in saying your name,
innocently evil
Trust broken like so many times before,
Was the only way to settle the score,
To show them brutality,
That was reality,
Happily, lead him to his end,
So many things left unsaid,
Destroyed those around you,
With a smile on your face,
To have a taste,
Screaming to find some solace,
Do these bodies give you a voice?
With all the suffering did you even have a choice?
Was the only way to get them to see,
To make the innocent bleed,
Innocent bleed,
With one look in those innocent eyes,
What was left except for the lies?
Screaming to find some solace,
Do these bodies give you a voice?
With all the suffering did you even have a choice?
Was the only way to get them to see,
To make the innocent bleed,
Innocent bleed,
The one that was supposed to protect you,
Made you monster you became,
The violence inside you grew,
The shadows overcame,
Born into this nightmare,
Knowing nothing but despair,
Crying yourself to sleep,
The hatred runs so deep,
Screaming to find some solace,
Do these bodies give you a voice?
With all the suffering did you even have a choice?
Was the only way to get them to see,
To make the innocent bleed,
Innocent bleed,
one little piece at a time
We know how this ends you should just give up,
Maybe I’ll do it this time,
Don’t believe in yourself you’re a lie,
I won’t know unless I try,
But the big question here is why,
To make me worth my own breath,
We know that nothing would make that happen,
Please don’t look into my eyes,
All of this self-doubt is eating me alive,
One little piece at a time,
Everyone can see that I am worthless,
I am never good enough,
I will find some way to fuck it up,
I always do everything wrong,
What’s the point of even trying?
I guess I’ll just give up,
I’ll never amount to anything,
I can’t go on like this,
All of this self-doubt is eating me alive,
One little piece at a time,
Left asking what could have been,
If I hadn’t given in,
These thoughts haunting my life,
Please let me out of my mind,
How do you escape the thoughts in your mind?
Especially when you know they’re right,
When it feels like you can’t keep going,
Do you let it take you?
Or do you keep fighting?
All of these self-destructive thoughts haunting my life,
Someone please let me out of my mind,
All of this self-doubt is eating me alive,
One little piece at a time,
Left asking what could have been,
If I hadn’t given in,
These thoughts haunting my life,
Please let me out of my mind,
You are a fucking disappointment,
Not worth any of my time,
You are a waste of every minute spent,
Always failure until the end,
safe in pieces
I’m willing to give you this box,
I’ve kept it hidden away,
Inside is my heart,
I hope you like the grim display,
It’s in pieces so please keep it safe,
Took this lifeless corpse,
And breathed the life back,
But the angel inside will always be black,
I’m ready to surrender to you,
Lay next to you as our bodies grow cold,
If you are the devil,
Then my soul is forever sold,
I never saw it coming,
I’m slowing falling for you,
Started with a look and a slip of the tongue,
It was easy to fall into the web you spun,
I’m ready to surrender to you,
Lay next to you as our bodies grow cold,
If you are the devil,
Then my soul is forever sold,
Invite the demons to dance with us,
We will light the sky,
Because I am the devil,
Your soul is forever mine,
This lover’s eulogy will be written in blood,
It signifies the beginning of all that’s to come,
Close my eyes and take a deep breath,
There is something I need to confess,
I’m ready to surrender to you,
Lay next to you as our bodies grow cold,
If you are the devil,
Then my soul is forever sold,
Lying next to you,
Bad News Honey Your Boyfriend’s a Pretty Boy
I'm right here and i’m in your face
But you tell me that i’m out of place
very breath with you is misery
very stolen glance is agony
you were so convincing
what the fuck were we thinking
Do you wanna know what I think of you?
I’ve dabbled in passivity
This is the last you’ll see of me
sick of keeping my mouth shut
now it’s time for you to shut up
I’d rather die than live like this
the comfort of the abyss
is too much for me to handle
to handle
Your voice nails on a chalkboard
your touch pierces me like a sword
we have been so demented
our future cemented
torture is what you bring
turn and forget everything
Do you wanna know what I think of you?
I’ve dabbled in passivity
This is the last you’ll see of me
sick of keeping my mouth shut
now it’s time for you to shut up
I’d rather die than live like this
the comfort of the abyss
is too much for me to handle
to handle
There’s no room for us three,
your ego, you, and me
you thought you’d get away with it
because i looked the other way,
what you didn’t realize is,
I was just planning my escape,
My escape,
I’ve dabbled in passivity
This is the last you’ll see of me
sick of keeping my mouth shut
now it’s time for you to shut up
I’d rather die than live like this
the comfort of the abyss
is too much for me to handle
(handle)
I’ve dabbled in passivity
This is the last you’ll see of me
sick of keeping my mouth shut
now it’s time for you to shut up
I’d rather die than live like this
the comfort of the abyss
is too much for me to handle
to handle
Guppies Swimming in Shallow Water
Isn’t that cute the top matches the bottom
fascinating to see how far you fallin’
was a time people wanted you around
you try and keep up this charade
you think you have it fucking made
but how long before it breaks
We all know the truth
So what do you have to prove?
you keep that fragile ego tucked away inside
we all know this is why you’ve lied
you can’t face the fact that you’re insignificant
your mask is fading honey we can see your ignorance
you try and get by using that pretty face
i’m sorry sweetheart but your last place
finding yourself always running from your mistakes
every situation turns to violence
when all you should do is just shut up
chaos is a word you know too well
but you’re the one that created this hell
don’t worry i won’t tell
We all know the truth
So what do you have to prove?
you keep that fragile ego tucked away inside
we all know this is why you’ve lied
you can’t face the fact that you’re insignificant
your mask is fading honey we can see your ignorance
you try and get by using that pretty face
i’m sorry sweetheart but your last place
Burning bridges is what you do best
to make the anger subside here’s what I suggest
let go of the truth hidden inside
let go of those feelings you hide
you keep that fragile ego tucked away inside
we all know this is why you’ve lied
you can’t face the fact that you’re insignificant
your mask is fading honey we can see your ignorance
you try and get by using that pretty face
i’m sorry sweetheart but your last place
Large Quantities of Unnecessary Supplies
I feel the emptiness pressing down
my breathing is the only sound
I can’t seem to clear my mind
shattered on the inside
Why does it have to be like this?
pieces never fit
Sick of the questions that have no answers (have no answers)
there is nothing worth saving here
leave me alone to fade away (to fade away)
turn off the lights
Will this ever end?
Misery is no friend
I can barely stand my racing thoughts
My stomach always tied in knots
like i'm constantly falling
guilt is always calling
Why does it have to be like this?
WHY?
Sick of the questions that have no answers (have no answers)
there is nothing worth saving here
leave me alone to fade away (to fade away)
turn off the lights
Will this ever end?
Misery is no friend
Beneath the weight of despair
i feel the heavy stare
of judging eyes and hollow cries
it’s too much to bear
Sick of the questions that have no answers (have no answers)
there is nothing worth saving here
leave me alone to fade away (to fade away)
turn off the lights
Will this ever end?
Misery is no friend
Misery is no friend
Misery is no friend
Shut Up Baby, I Know It
I can’t sleep alone again
the voices taunt me to begin
i’m afraid there’s nothing left
but I can’t stand this pain in my chest
would be better to be dead
replaying these memories in my head
you left on that train
taking every ounce of sanity from my veins
I’d be better off dead
this bed drips with blood
more they say we want a flood
dark visions of sharp blades
why wont this fade?
these walls don’t talk they scream
telling me it was all just a dream
poison me I want to sleep
I’m tired of cutting so deep
please come back to me
every second without you is misery
I’d slowly fill this whole tub
with my blood just to feel your touch
without i’m not the same
i crumble any mention of your name
my future is cold and bleak
can’t take much more before i break
I’d be better off dead
this bed drips with blood
more they say we want a flood
dark visions of sharp blades
why wont this fade?
these walls don’t talk they scream
telling me it was all just a dream
poison me I want to sleep
I’m tired of cutting so deep
These scars are worthless
much like my heart
stop this pain it’s tearing me apart
it’s tearing me apart
this bed drips with blood
more they say we want a flood
dark visions of sharp blades
Why wont this fade?
These walls don’t talk they scream
telling me it was all just a dream
poison me I want to sleep
I’m tired of cutting so deep
I’m tired of cutting so deep
Poison me i want to sleep
I Wish I Wasn’t Wearing This Fucking Shirt
Laying alone in the dark
the chills tell me they lurk
whispering, beckoning, always questioning
Wanting to know why
i just close my eyes
take a deep breath
inhaling the stench of death
Why is no one listening?
Only they can hear me
I swear i’m not insane
I just want to be free
They are on the outside, screaming for all my attention
Not inside my mind, they aren’t my invention
Wherever I go they follow
their hearts and eyes are hollow
I feel their unyielding pain
but it’s all done in vain
they don't realize they only see my guise
and if I must confide
I’m colder on the inside
I’m colder on the inside
Why is no one listening?
Only they can hear me
I swear i’m not insane
I just want to be free
They are on the outside, screaming for all my attention
Not inside my mind, They aren’t my invention
Frozen and covered in sweat
my heart stops for a moment
this is the end i can feel it
i choke on my last breath
